Finally getting tested 😫

So I posted a few days ago saying that I had consensual sex with a good friend of mine a few times, & the entire time I thought we were using a condom , only to catch him removing it while we were switching positions... I freaked out and haven't really hung out with him or seen him since. It's been a few months & since then, I've been experiencing weird symptoms that lead me to believe I've contracted HIV from him... it doesn't help that I'm a hypochondriac, but nonetheless I'm definitely worried. I've finally built up the courage to come to the clinic and find out once and for all... I hope and pray it's negative but I need to find out one way or another. I'll also need to tell my partner so I'm worried for that as well. Please pray for me. This time & only this time I'm BEGGING that I get a BFN. 😩😭 wish me luck ladies