Is this normal?

I used to have a sex drive before I was ever in a relationship (I would want to masturbate nearly every day). I waited to have sex until I was married, well I've been married almost a year and I still haven't had an orgasm. I tried masturbating twice but it didn't feel good at all. Sex is awful, it is nothing like people described. I hate sex, I have no desire to even make out. What's wrong with me :( how do I fix this?!