Never have I felt this way before in my entire life. It literally feels like someone took out my heart and just totally ripped it in half. My bf soon to ex cheated on me not like had sex with this girl but was callinng her babe and such through text. I asked him how long and he said only for a couple of days, he also said he didn't plan for it to happen it just did. He even said that the girl knew about me and felt bad about it, but in my mind as if I was a single girl talking to a guy  who has a girlfriend already I wouldn't keep the conversation going with him because it is just plain rude and that is a hoe move to do. And know I'm just thinking that their so perfect for each other cause she's a hoe and he a big fat cheating jerk. The worse part of this is, is that he says he loves me and that if he didn't love me why would he stay with me but I know deep down inside the only reason he's staying is cause he feels guilty for what he did. I just honestly don't know what to do cause I been nothing but completely devoted to him not once did I cheat on him, I gave up my time and energy to take care of him and this is how he returns the favor. I would greatly appreciate any support and suggestions everyone has for me I consider all the people on here my family. Thanks