I had my first time in February and, honestly, it wasn't good, at all, I was pressured into having sex with a complete stranger who couldn't even last... we are still together and have fallen in love but... I just wish I could have a redo, there was no love in my first time and every time I think about it I cry. I let myself down and all I can think is about how I lost my virginity on the floor of my dorm to a complete stranger I met online.