I can't fall asleep, I'm going to see my OB after TTC for over a year to see if we can get some answers as to what's going on and I'm so nervous, I just can't relax. I'm stuck between hoping everything is okay and hoping something small is wrong so we can fix it and hopefully get pregnant soon. At least if something is "wrong" we will know and can hopefully do something you know? But if she has no answers who knows how long before we can grow our family?

Uggggh... think I'm going to try some meditation to clear my mind and try to get some sleep. Good night everyone and best of luck to all of you.