Cant handle the stress!

So I've decided to stop thinking about having a baby so much because I can't handle the stress of it anymore. I'm consumed by the thought of conceiving that I'm having a hard time getting on with my daily life. I feel I'm pushing my SO away because every time I get q bfn I go into a sad place and I don't want to do anything. I think I can officially say I'm obsessive over this and its making me depressed. I love the glow community and all the girls that have great advice to offer but I think that its unhealthy for me :(