6dpo - trying to stay calm with aggressive SO 🙁
I don't know what's wrong with him. He's so aggressive today.
When we were on a walk earlier I was trying to show him some geraniums we should get for our house. He started yelling at me, later justifying and saying sorry but he hates stopping to look at things and the dog was annoying him.
We get home, I'm cleaning the kitchen bc he had his family over earlier. He put a sauce in the pantry - it was dripping on the lower shelves. I took it out to clean it. I asked him how long the sauce was in the pantry like this. He starts yelling at me. Somehow he says "f you." Then justifies he said it bc he thought I was going to throw his sauce out. Like who cares?! But he went totally mental over literally nothing. I tell him he is disrespectful and I can't believe he thinks it's okay to speak to me this way. I walk out, take a shower and go to bedroom to chill.
An hour later, I go in kitchen. He's frustrated putting trash bags together. Calls me a "dirty f'ing pig" and says he can't wait until I leave. I try not to cry but I'm hurt. I told him I can not believe he thinks it's okay to talk to me this way and how rude this is given I spent all week prepping the house for his family to arrive this weekend. I literally went above and beyond for my mother-in-law to be. The house and garden are perfect. There are fresh peonies on the coffee table, orchids on the dining table, summer candles, trimmed the garden plants, put the best summer bulbs out. Even when the washing machine broke I took everything to the laundry mat - not exactly how I want to spend my days but I wanted fresh everything for his family. My blood is boiling. I've gone above and beyond to have a perfect house. I'm sorry the trash is full of stuff bc your family was here and made a mess. They literally just left - I'm not a garbage man on call. Give me a break.
He apologized but I'm sooooo angry with him. I'm supposed to fly home in a few days (my grandfather is unwell) and I literally feel like disappearing the day of my flight. No big good bye, just leave the person who said he can't wait for me to go....
Wish he would be like, she's leaving soon for a month. I want to make the most of my time with her.
Trying to stay calm today. Took a Magnesium drink from whole foods bc my blood was boiling.
Any tips on how to relax?
About to hit the Netflix switch and curl up with my pup.
(Note: in all fairness, he's not always like this. He's been in a bad mood lately and especially so today. But 'when' he is grumpy, he can be disrespectful. I do struggle with this)
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