I was pregnant in August...my husband and I conceived very easily. The pregnancy was perfect..no morning sickness or anything...in December when I was 5 months we went to go find out the gender and the tech couldn't find a heartbeat. On my birthday I gave birth to a baby girl...that was by far the hardest day of my life. My milk still came in a few days later and my heart broke.

The end of January I had a normal period and we TTC all of February..so when my period didn't come...my first thought was that we succeeded. I cried in the shower when the first test came back negative...it was 42 days before my next period came (I was always regular...with or without BC)

I'm on CD11 and we are hoping this is the month so we can have our rainbow baby in December like our sweet Analeigh..

I did not realize how bad I wanted to become a mother until I was talking to a funeral home in preparation for my daughter's cremation...no parent should have to arrange plans for their child's passing.

Like I said I am new to all of this...so I don't know all of the lingo...prayers for all of the other women TTC 🙏