Sense of doom....

Christine
11DP5DT....Ugh. Why do we ride this rollercoaster of emotions? Yesterday I felt soooo positive and today... I'm terrified cause I feel nothing. The hunger persists, but other than that... Nothing. Yesterday I had mild cramps and I felt a full pelvis and it hurt to sneeze. I was crazy and took another hpt with my 2MU and I don't think it looks any darker that 9DP5DT. My husband (a surgeon) says that the test strip has a maximum potential and that I'm crazy. He says it's probably just reached its limit for how dark it can get. It's not getting lighter. It's just the same. He has since thrown out the zip-lock bag of shame and taken all my Hpt's (probably for the best). Blood test tomorrow... So worried. Does is ever stop?