It's so tempting

Katie
I'm only 2/3 dpo. Question: do u count the day u o as 1dpo or is 1dpo the day after u o? But I know I said i would only test after af is late, but I od late and glow said af is Tuesday 17th. So I guess I should push my expected af out a week? So it's two weeks. How long does it take for the egg to get to my uterus? You would think after being pg 5 times I would be a pro. But I'm not a pro. I hope this is the one. I am praying that this month is pregnancy # 6. I want to test so bad. AND I KNOW 100% I WONT GET A POSITIVE!  It's so frustrating. But I think my egg is starting to inplant Bc I have little cramps like I did with all my other pg when It inplantation. I just hope af doesn't come before it has a chance to implant. Cause I will be one crappy girl. Lol but I'm off the Prozac for two weeks. And now trying to get off of my vyvanse. For those who don't know it's an amphetamine as I didn't know Bc I was young and trusted what my doc had to say. Now I don't as both are the reason I have mc so many times. He has to wean me off Bc is addictive. It should be illegal to give people prescriptions that are addictive. But I hope this is the one. Praying for a healthy 9 months and baby. and scare free 9 moths. I'm so trying not to worrie but I want it so bad. I want to be a mommy and get to hold and kiss my little miricle.