so devastated :(

Today I went in for my ultrasound and we received bad news that our baby has 

Anencephaly and all babies  die a few minutes after being born well me and my husband made the choice to terminate the pregnancy and now I feel so guilty I feel so sad and devastated and guilty of the choice I've made but as I've had preeclampsia before in my first pregnancy my risk is high to get it again and I just don't know what to do now idk if maybe I'm making the right decision...  idk if maybe I should carry to term or if I'm doing the right decision terminating . I am so confused i never thought this would happen to us I guess it's due to low folic acid but I've taken my prenatal vitamins since I found out I was pregnant My family is also religious and well they say I'll go to hell if I abort because god is not ok with that I just don't know 😢 this is one of the hardest choices I've ever had to make