upset..
So I just found out my SO watched porn last night..I've never been okay with him to watch it while we are both under the same roof. If we would both be away from each other I have no problem but under the same roof it does bother me. Why? Because I'm there!! I never say no to pleasuring him or having sex, we can do it as many times he wants. But right now there's no words to describe how I feel...
Mad, disappointed, betrayed, hurt, useless,unappreciated, fat, ugly, not good enough you fucking name it. I'm 4 weeks PP and I CANT do shit other than give him head which I have been doing. And for him to watch porn just makes me feel like I don't pleasure him enough and I'm so upset with how my body looks now that him seeing other women walk by or even in videos gets me sad. I know most of you are okay with their husbands watching porn and that's your opinion, but my thoughts about it are different. To me is not okay and specially if we are both under the same roof. There's no point in talking to him about it because he won't see it the way that I do. He even knows how I feel about watching porn. I'm just so mad that I'm awake all night taking care of our baby being frustrated and sleepy and he is in another room "sleeping early" to go to work and yet he is doing that shit. Like seriously I feel like shit right now. I wish we can trade places so he can see how it damn feels..
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