Devastated

UPDATE #3

As the days go by so much on my mind but i am at peace😊 our relationship has gotten stronger because i saw the weak points. I prayed and asked God should i stay. He replied just as calm and said "yes i have a plan for you, times will get hard but if you keep calling out to me your marriage will be a blessing, be patient" i broke down and started crying because i cant see our future now but im going to be patient and see my blessing God has for us. It is going to be difficult. She is already causing hell but i am at peace. Thanks to all who understand. I am a strong woman but even strong women get heartbroken but my strong come from endurance. God helps me along the way and thats why i can still smile everyday😊😊