Every time I replay his words in my mind, I tear up!! 😭

My husband and I have been TTC for 14 months. I have several underlying health issues that have made it difficult for us. I haven't felt (probably because he already has two kids of his own) that my husband has been in this 100%. He "says" he is when we talk about it, but he never brings it up on his own or anything like that. Last time we talked about him not "acting excited" about it, he said he doesn't want to get his hopes up in case it doesn't happen for us. Sunday night, we had sex, and afterwards, something different happened... He placed his hand just under my belly button and kept it there for awhile. I took that to mean something but wasn't sure, so I just shrugged it off. The next night as we were going to bed, he said, "I prayed for you last night." I said, "You did? About what?" He said, "I prayed for there to be a baby in your belly." I just lost it. 😭😭😭 If there was any doubt in my mind that he wasn't "into this", there isn't now! That is exactly what I needed, and now every time I think about it, I get teary-eyed.