Time to test

I plan to test in the morning because not knowing is killing me. I had a chemical last month and we have been trying since October so I am a bit emotionally drained. I want to hug everyone who has been trying for years.. It has to be hard because these 6 months have been no fun. My daughter was conceived in 3 short months and trying for #2 has been a roller coaster so I kinda dread testing! AF is due for the 18th. If it doesn't happen for us this month, we are taking a break. We have planned to register for 2 half marathons and start training to take my mind off of it along with a short list of things to look forward to if the test is negative. Hopefully this idea helps someone else, but also, baby dust to everyone!