teen relationship advice with anxiety

Vanessa
So I'm 15 and I know that I will most likely not end up with a person who I date in high school.  However I feel that relationships in high school depend on the people not the age. For some people they just don't work. I want one so bad like I crave one. Just having someone to hold you and care about your day. The person I have in mind I guess you could say we are talking. However I'm not attracted to him looks as much as his personality. I feel like that is kind of a good thing though. He treats me like a princess, text me first, and seems like he genuinely cares, I have never been more happy. However I have severe anxiety like even thinking about hanging out with him gives me anxiety, like seeing him in school is perfect but that won't work for a real relationship. I was house bound last year and I'm still getting back on my feet. But he seems really understanding so idk I just need some advice. Do you think I could find a way to not be so nervous to hang out with him. It's not the usual butterflies people get it's actual anxiety I'm on 150 mg of Zoloft for it. So what do you guys think 😊