Infertility 💔

This is more of a venting than anything but I really don't have anyone to talk to.. in 5 days we go for a consultation with our RE as this will be our 3rd IUI and I kind of think she's going to talk to us about starting IVF if this fails.. I'm just stressed to the max worried about money and if it doesn't work what we'll do we've both decided we'll do two rounds of IVF then take a break for a couple of years to get our money back in order then decide if want to do IVF again or just begin an adoption process. I just don't know how to get through this IUI cycle without constant worry I'm trying to just live day to day and stay busy but it's constantly in my head I want this 3rd IUI to work I'm just so scared 😩💔