Can't deal with baby showers/baby talk?

I never thought I'd be that person, and I know it's completely ridiculous, but I have been getting super upset at baby showers and listening to people talk about babies and getting pregnant. Anyone else feel this way too? 
We've been TTC for 1.5 years, 2 rounds of IUI, unexplained infertility - I'm 32, husband is 38. We're still just starting, but...