Feeling negative and I hate it... :(

Hannah • Expecting our first miracle in December 2015 😊❤️
I had planned that this month we would use preseed and try to BD every other day. However I got sick in the beginning of my fertile week and we maybe BD'd twice before I ovulated. My boobs have been sore all month but I just have this crappy feeling that I won't be pregnant. AF is due in 5 days and I had a negative test this morning (not fmu). I don't know about yall, but sometimes I find it hard to stay positive. :( vent over...