New & Need support

I am 33 and dh & I are ttc #3. Our other two kiddos are 13 & 11. We were trying to conceive in 2013 but after my mother passes away very suddenly and unexpectedly I went through a hard time and we put things on hold. We just started trying again in February. I'm nervous to do this after so long and without my mother. I'm just lookin for a good group to go through this journey with!