I'm scared

I just met my "husband's" parents and to be honest I had been on the fence about us and I had been scared about a lot of things and now I know it's real. At first I had thought it was real and then at some point I had got doubts and hurts . But after this I know this is the only man I want and I am willing to put in whatever effort I can to be the woman he deserves I love him more then life it's self. And I will be lucky to call him husband soon