he was leading me on

Two months after our breakup I decided to stop trying to be friends with him. It got too complicated because I'm still in love with him. He didn't even fight to keep me in his life, he just said we could never work anyway. He told me the baby we conceived was a mistake, he made me get an abortion. He said he knew it'd never work for us but he stuck around. I don't know why I still love him though. He wasted my time, and I never should've let someone steal my happiness like that.