Help, am I crazy?

Hi All!

My husband and I have been TTC for about 2 months now, the day I was supposed to start ovulating , 2 weeks ago today, I woke up with cramping, and some bleeding. Lasted less than a day, but was enough that I used a tampon. Since then, nothing. No spotting. Still some cramping. Sharp pains in the vagina (which was my 1st sign with our 1st), tenderness in the breasts starting today. I have been having some seriously vivid dreams, and I am exhausted all the time. We miscarried this past july, well before we decided to start trying, and I really took it hard. Am I experiencing symptoms? Is this all in my head? My period is due in a week, and Im terrified to even take a test until then.

I don't even know if I am asking questions at thia point, or just rambling for some perspective..ugh.

Good vibes and luck to all!

Xo