tubes tied

My mom convinced me to have my tubes tied when I was pregnant with my son and I'm regretting the decision! I have two precious babies that are growing up and keep seeing everyone multiple in family size. I am angry with my mom for doing this and I keep praying and know that if it is meant to be god will give me a third. However it's not coming fast enough and I know to get a reversal it's going to be expensive! I'm just depressed not getting to feel this again. Every time I'm late on my period I hope it's because I'm pregnant but I know that's highly impossible and I fall even lower and lower.   
Reply-it's not like I really had a choice to say no, I had to have my mothers approval. To be excepted and loved was all I wanted.