Fitspo or Thinspo

Nic • 20. Gym fanatic. Gay af. Aspiring therapist
I always enjoyed the gym and dancing; just being active in general, but as I started to mature from a teenaged body into an adult body I began to realize that I really f**king hated my body. (For the record I was only 151 at 5'2 simply just thicker) so I decided to cut calories and exercise more. Before I knew it I was  eating 600 than 500 calories a day...all the way down to consuming  the daily recommended calories for a woman my age in a WEEKS time, not a day, all while overexerting my energy. I dropped to 108 pounds in just a few months. But now that I've been in recovery for a year and made it to a healthy 122 pounds, it's all sneaking up on me again and I don't think I wanna stop it.....