what can I do to make it better

Hi ladies! (and guys)🤗 a few questions! okay so first I just wanted to say that the other day, we had the house to ourselves! so we had some fun😏 and since we're both inexperienced it's been good but not "that" good but the other day, it was amazing! (I don't think I've ever felt that good in my 21 years haha)
So first question, well, I think I got a little loud and it sounded as if I was crying. He even stopped once and checked up on me cuz he said it felt like he was raping me😱 so uh, is it normal to get really... loud, like, is it weird if u sound like u're being tortured haha
Also, sometimes I feel like he's doing all the hard work so I was wondering if there was anything girls could do. I give him bjs but I'm bad at handjobs. And I want to try riding but I'm still not very good at it yet.
Sorry for the long post!