My husband and I were supposed to start ttc last month. He wasn't ready. He tells me its just nerves... but we went from sex 2-3-4 times a week... to nothing. He kisses me then he stops. He's the one who really wanted a kid. Im the reluctant one because I was abused as a child. I grew past that. Got my body ready. Now hes stalling and making me feel like an idiot. This isnt someone ive known for 5 min. I know him since im a little girl. We grew up together. We're 35 now and hes still trying to hang onto his youth. All he wants to do is play video games when hes not at work :( i just have to face the facts. He doesnt really want a child. He likes the idea of it but it stops there. What an emotional rollercoaster. Thank you for reading my post. I needed to vent.