Is it just me?...*Rant...

I'm in a happy, wonderful..."perfect" relationship with this wonderful guy. But my thoughts just keep saying "how could anyone love...YOU?" ...I've had woman tell me I'm being selfish for having these thoughts because they "can't get a man" ...do you realize that I don't want these thoughts? Do you realize that I'm trying so hard to ignore them? Over and over

Negative "He doesn't love you"

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Positive "Stop it k** of course he does"

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Negative "No he doesn't . He literally doesn't stop lying to yourself. Honestly. "

IT IS NOT EASY TO IGNORE THESE ANNOYING THOUGHTS. I know he loves me but WHY DO I HAVE THESE HURTFUL THOUGHTS.