why do I feel so ashamed?

Megan
I have had two miscarriages in the last year. Neither made it past six weeks. I understand logically it is not my fault sometimes things can't be helped but I feel sick. I feel ashamed that I am so upset about loosing the babies. I'm not ashamed that I miscarried but I don't feel like I have the right to be so upset. I knew about the pregnancies for maybe a week and a half before I lost them it shouldn't hurt this bad.