Hi y'all. 👋🏼 I'm up late yet again, digging and digging and digging. For what? I don't know. I wish the "to vaccinate or not to vaccinate" question that stands in front of me was as black and white as some feel it is (I secretly wish I could firmly believe one way or another) I just feel there is such a grey area. There are some vaccines which I really question for many reasons and some that I am tentatively leaning towards accepting because their benefits seem to far outweigh the possible complications. It's all so overwhelming honestly. Doing So much research, reading studies, you see every little thing that went wrong and then all the good that they have done too. And then you get into the different manufacturers, combo vaccines, etc. It's very VERY conflicting for this new momma. I'm looking for encouragement, advice, stories, something. Please do not comment anything rude, we all have different views and opinions for a variety of reasons but bottom line, we ALL do what we do and think what we think out of LOVE for these tiny, perfect humans we all just want to protect. Comments and CIVIL conversation welcome please 🙏🏼