stopping B.C.= period murder scene! *Long post*

Amanda
Okay so my last Depo show was back in November. I was due for another dose in February. I didn't go because I am trying to get pregnant in the next year or so. Now my period is a mess! My super heavy! The heaviest I've ever been. I'm talking going through super Tampa in an hour, my period lasts about 10-12 days when it used to only last 5 days before depo. I start spotting/starting my period intermittently 4 days before I get hit with this wall of blood. Randomly I'll bleed like I started but it will stop At any point. But once I actually really start it's a mess! I've emailed my doctor each time and he prescribes me a dose of something to stop the bleeding if it last more than 10 days and told me to start birth control again. I don't want to start it because t messes me up but maybe it's the only way to get me regular again..... I'm also freaking out about other things that could be going on with my body and why this is all happening. Is it just from not getting that depo shot 4 months ago?!?!?!?!😫😩😫😩😫😩 has anyone else gone through something similar?