Hoping and praying this one sticks!

Carey
I had 2 missed miscarriages last year, one at 8.5 weeks in May and one at 10.5 weeks in December.  I'm going to be 40 next weekend and we don't have any kids yet.  I'm about 4 weeks in with this one and I'm terrified!  We can't afford <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> so if we can't have a baby naturally we will be devastated. We had the fetus tested last time for chromosomal abnormalities and the results said trisomy 21 (form of Down's syndrome).  I'm so worried that I just have less than healthy eggs left 🙁.  But I'm hopeful and feel blessed that I seem to be able to get pregnant relatively easily.  And I did get my birthday wish!  I'd love some positive vibes sent my way or a happy 3rd times a charm story! 
We're going to be 'old parents' but I'd rather that than no parents!