I love my husband so much. We have been together since I was 15 and he was 17, and now we are 28 and 29. We have had problems in the past and separated twice, but we have never been with anyone else. After the last time, we got relationship counseling and things were going amazingly well for about 3 years. I was so happy that I got comfortable and stopped trying i think. We had a beautiful baby boy who is almost 2 now, and he is a great father. We were trying to start our own business. He has been ubering every weekend and coaching Chess to make the bills so that I could quit my job and stay home with our son. He has always tried to give me everything. And I didn't do enough to support him and make sure he had what he needed to go Uber or for his lessons. I just kind of expected him to handle it. We got in a huge fight over it last weekend and he forgave me and I was trying, but then I wasn't feeling good and got worn out. I snapped at him over stupid stuff right before he was going to go Uber and now he feels like I don't care about our money or how he pays the bills. He feels like I lied to him last weekend and just said a bunch of meaningless stuff. He says he doesn't know how we can ever work together on anything ever again, and had mentioned me going to stay with my parents. I don't want to lose him, he is the love of my life, but I don't want to hurt him anymore. I just want my family back. We were so happy a few weeks ago and I can't believe I let it get this fucked up. I don't know what to do.