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7 years ttc. baby dust please.

My Af is due 6/16. I've been ttc for 7 years, my hubby and I have been Together since 8th grade and now we are 35. My first crush, lover, soulmate. We were together all 4 years of high school. Went to college-- broke up due to Long distance. We talked a little, but not as much. We graduated. A month later, we bumped into eachother at a fair in San Diego. All the emotions came rushing back to us. We left off where we ended. I knew he was the one I was going to Marry... a month goes by and we are just so Happy with everything... us, careers, life, etc. but there was something off. Something didn't feel right. After work, I went straight to CVS, and got a pregnancy test. I was so nervous, as I was waiting for the results, I was thinking to myself "can't be, we've been using protection". Then I recalled, one weekend, I went out to Vegas for my girlfriends bachelorette party. One night I got too intoxicated and the next thing i remember is waking up in this random guys place. I thought I was fine because I woke up

With my clothing on. (How stupid of me)

Anyways, I prayed that the test was negative.. 5 minutes later... I looked, one word.. pregnant. I felt numb.... when my boyfriend at that time got home. He knew instantly there was something wrong. I broke down. I Told him everything.

I made an appointment to go see an OB/GYN. He came with me.... it was confirmed I was 2 months pregnant. It wasn't his. I fell to the floor-- my whole body collapse. My whole world was spinning. My hubby picked me up, wiped away my tears, and said " we are in this together. I am not losing you again. I will love that child regardless. (We were 26 at that time). He adopted my daughter at age 2. They both are inseparable. Daddy's little girl.

Like I mentioned before, 7 years ttc. Please pray that this month is our month. We have been impatiently waiting

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