Idk what im looking to get out if this

Wondor
Hey all...I've come to glow for some mommy help. Talking to my SO and family just makes them worry and they all just find ways to avoid stressing me out. Especially my SO. He is so protective and worried about me stressing out so he keeps his stresses all balled up. I tell him not to worry and he can come to me with anything because him keeping it balled up could lead to an explosion..know what I mean? Anyway I've been feeling really depressed. I quit my job I hated so much at ten weeks and now I'm 16.4 weeks. All I want to do is lay around..don't worry I found another job I start tomorrow....I have zero drive to do anything and just feel like a loser. Like im not gonna be good enough for the baby...idk what I'm looking for by posting this...just friendly words and advice? Anyone else feeling this way???