just ranting

I honestly can't wait to lose this weight and go to basic training. I'm glad I have a supportive husband. I know it's going to be hard because we do have two kids but I'm willing to sacrifice it so we can move out and have a life. Plus I'll get to follow my dreams. I'm just tired that every summer, every other day is the same thing to watch my niece/nephew(everyone depends on me for everything) I hate living with my parents especially my dad(always drinking) always getting after me even though I'm married and 23. I can't stand this life I hate it so much... I'm sorry I just need to rant no one understands how I feel I can't take this anymore. 😔