My mom just told me I'm fat and have bad breath 😪
So long story short my SO and father of my child left me and baby 3/22/17. So far he's explanation is fear and confusion I have no job because he told me to stay home with our son. I'm living with my parents with no job- I apply all day everyday. Had interviews but no job yet. Have child support hearing day after tomorrow I'm not looking forward to. I didn't want this I wanted a family. I miss working I miss no living with my parents I miss my old body. Â
Before I met his father I had my own apartment had friends went out and dates had a growing career. I gave it all up for the family I wanted. For my son- I would give it up again in a heartbeat. I have a beautiful healthy son I am grateful for every moment of my life. He's everything to me he's my air. I just want to give my son the world I give him all I got but he deserves a home his own room. He deserves a family together.Â
Today I got a call back on a promising job they said they loved me but they went with someone else. They will keep me in mind for future positions. I have $11 in my account. I'm 34 and a single mother. I bawled in the shower today because I want everything for my son and I keep trying and trying and feel like I keep failing him.Â
Than my mom said after I mentioned and interest in doing a certain hobby - make new mom friends-in a group setting, "well you have to be skinny like that girl and not have bad breath," than she laughed. Seriously 😒? Rough day
Comment
Add Comment
Let's Glow!
Achieve your health goals from period to parenting.
