Myself & my SO had a miscarriage in November that started with bleeding & then lead too extreme pain, 7 hours in the ER & eventually 5 days later I passed what felt & looked like a inflated balloon! We are now expecting again & I am the type of person where every time I go too the bathroom i check for blood in the toilet & on the toilet paper! So far so good which is so relieving because I made it past how far I was with my MC in November! My last pregnancy was not planned, I was scared & kind of upset, I had not taken any prenatal vitamins I felt anxiety & resentment for at least 2 weeks which I think may have factored into the miscarriage! This time was 100% planned, I've taken every measure too habe a successful pregnancy, prenatal's, eating healthy, exercising regularly still but I find myself so worried because this is will be my 3rd ( & last ) & my SO's very first! He loves my daughter & son so much 💜 & all I want is too be able too provide him his own child & allow him too feel what it's like too love another person more than you love yourself ! I'm worried something will happen, but I always keep my faith too God & pray that he provides us with a healthy pregnancy & healthy baby! Much love & God Bless Every single mommy & daddy out there 💙💛💜 God is good always!