hypocritical
As a human, I am extremely hypocritical. And I hate it.
I hate how the weak side of me wants pity, while the strong side hates it.
I hate how the weak side of me exaggerates every single little issue of my life, while my strong side doesn't.
I don't like being so different all the time.
Am I girly if I like dresses and hate them at the same time?
Am I lonely if I want to be alone but also love my friends?
Am I weird if I can keep playing an instrument for a long time, but at the same time, get frustrated and give up every five minutes?
There are times at night where I ask myself, "Who am I?"
And a voice inside me answers, "Who do you want to be?"
To which I list the things I wish to be.
And the more I wish for it, the more I gain the traits I want.
It's nice, but there are scary moments at night, where I ask myself again, "Who am I?"
"Who do you want to be?" The voice answers again.
"No! I mean, who was I originally, before I changed myself to fit the image of society?"
"Who am I really?"
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