😭😭😭 AF came a week early

AF came a week early.. I just want to lay in bed and cry all day. Husband brought me flowers so thats the only good thing thats happened today. I want a baby so bad. Before my husband and I were ttc, I never knew how hard it would be to get pregnant. I always saw myself with 3 kids. Now that I am ttc and see how hard it is, I would be happy with even just 1 baby!!! :(