It's absolutely exhausting TTC for the first time. I've had miscarriages before due to irresponsibly having unprotected sex when I was younger (with my first boyfriend) I was a rape victim at a very young age and got clamydia, didn't tell anybody for quite some time, and by the time I was treated my doctor told me I would probably have issues trying to have a baby in the future. Whatever, didn't care back then, I didn't like children(well, children younger than me) Now I'm 23, I've been on birth control for one year because it helped with my depression acne and made my periods a lot easier on me. My current boyfriend/would be fiancé if we were interested in marriage, wants to try to have a baby. I'm having my birth control taken out on the 22nd hopefully, which is four days before AF is supposed to come around(which is very irregular before and during birth control, always has been) and I'm trying to soak up as much knowledge about all my options and what I should be doing or avoiding and I swear with my job it's hard to remember anything. Any help from the glow community is all I'm asking for, I know this process is going to be extremely stressful for me considering I wasn't on birth control for the first year and a half I was with my current boyfriend and we never used protection and I only had one miscarriage(another reason I went on birth control) that whole time so I already feel like I'm about to embark on a road of failure. Any others trying for a rainbow baby or anybody who can give me any sort of advise I don't have any family anymore to help me through this I have my boyfriend and his parents I'm sure would be supportive but I really need some female friends to help me through this. Sorry for the long read. I'm open to being Facebook friends texting I have instagram and Snapchat. Any age any location any AF schedules I don't have any preferences I'm just desperately seeking some support