C-section shame.

Hey ladies I'm so sad, could really use some uplifting. 

So basically I had my perfect natural birth planned out, but once again just like with my first born I have to have a C-section. I'm really sad and feel like a failure. I also feel like maybe I won't ever be able to experience that special moment. Some of you ladies are not sensitive towards the fact that some of us women who actually want to have a natural birth are just not able to. 😭😭😭 It's not always because we chose to have a c-section, and it doesn't make us any less of a woman for choosing both, our lives and our babies lives. That's one of the reasons I am posting this anonymously, because even though I'm not, I still feel like a failure and don't want anyone to judge or know that I was not able to have a natural birth. 

Side questions: Anyone else have or know anyone who had multiple c-sections and still had a VBAC IN THE FUTURE? 

Anyone else have more than 3 c-sections and is doing fine? 

Also how are your scars after so many c-sections?