Frustrated

Melissa • Due with baby girl in July!
I am 12dpo I had one faint positive on a cheap test at 8dpo (early I know) and I really got my hopes up. I've tested every morning since and never got another positive. I thought for sure this was my month. It's disheartening to know that I have to start this process all over again. 
​*sorry just needed to vent since I don't discuss this stuff with any of my friends/family