I'm out....

I am just curious how many other women are tired of ttc? I have been ttc 2 years now with my husband, I am so tired of taking test and they are always BFN. I try not to get jealous of other women who post yay finally after 3 months of ttc we are pregnant. It frustrates me so bad because I have been ttc 24 month and all i ever get is a negative. I am so tired of trying I'm trying to accept that I probably will never have my own child due to pcos. I really don't want to live anymore. Being a mom is the only thing I wanted out of life and I feel like it will never be me announcing my pregnancy :'(