I just want to fucking scream at the top of my lungs. My baby just failed her car seat trial, and if she fails the next one they'll try the car bed. If she fails that she won't get to come home with me on Friday. 😢😢😢😢 I'll have to wait until Monday. The thought of waiting any longer crushes me. I just need to bring my baby home. 😭😭😭😭 This nicu stay is killing me and I NEED my daughter home. 💔💔💔💔 This is the hardest thing I've ever done and I'd give up anything to bring her home... .just needed to get that off my chest. 💔😭