mixed emotions

annie
Hi ladies, I'm very new to this app and i definitely need advice and reassurance everything will Be okay. . I am pregnant with my 3rd child. I took out Iud last month and pregnant already, I found out I was pregnant before my missed period so I'm already feeling anxious that my pregnancy will feel extremely long. And this time around I'm very nervous of having an unhealthy baby. I'm trying not to think about it and put my trust into GOds hands, but times of weakness I feel like I think the worst. I kept going back and forth about having a third and I just pray I made right choice. I know I shouldn't think or feel this way but I cat help it. Although, I'm excited, nervous, anxious feeling overwhelmed. And all I want is a glass of wine when I feel this way!😩 Help!!