In case the title is a bit confusing I just want to clarify. Have you ever felt like you're so doesn't completely understand or support you. I spent about 5 days hospitalized trying to get my sugars under control and there are some parts of me that in a way kind of resents my SO because I don't feel like he really understands what I'm doing or how important it is for the survival of not only myself but this child. For example I work in the school for children with special needs so very early days and sometimes late afternoons so I have to end up taking my insulin with me and prepping both breakfast lunch and a snack in case my blood sugar drops.so this past Sunday I got up about 5pm in the afternoon and I started prepping breakfast and lunch for the next few days SO was upset because he wanted to lay down and cuddle and just order pizza or Chinese food for dinner. We got into a slight argument because I I feel like ever since I've been diagnosed and I'm trying to change for the better he hasn't shown me much support in that way and often complain about my new eating habits . I feeling overwhelmed at this point and I don't feel like he fully understand that.I'm up at 6 in the morning to take my blood sugar and get ready for work taking 55 doses which is a mixture of both regular and long-acting insulin taking my blood sugar an hour after I eat breakfast an hour after I eat lunch taking short-acting insulin with dinner then taking my blood sugar an hour after that and then long-acting insulin right before bed. He's school is about to close wjich mrans he'll be out of a job soon and our rent is high (we live in nyc) n well have to move because the landlord doesnt want children here.i still havent told me job yet...think about all of this on top of my day yo day battle with type 1n i really dont think he understands so i resent him for not having my back at least with the diabetes