Relationships

I have a child from a previous relationship that has come to and end. It was on and off since I was pregnant. I would beg and still be pushed aside. Some months have passed and ive started talking to someone new. This person is a. Military person overseas that's stationed with a close family member of mine. It's become something I can see a future for as crazy as it sounds! At first it was just company, then months passed and it became something more. Am I crazy? Is this insane!?