So I have even dealing with depression my whole life being pregnant doesn't help. I have no emotional family support, so I depend on him for everything. I've asked him to come and hold me or show me some type of love. He has told me over and that he will never do this for me because I've rejected hi before. That's when I'm mad at something he's done, like cheat or tell me he's cruel to me on purpose. I feel so alone. Does anyone have any device. He tells me to leave him alone. He's my main friend, I look to him for support. I thought love was supposed to be unconditional. All men have treated me like a door mat.