Cheated...

So my husband cheated on me before we were married but while I was pregnant with our daughter. It wasn't physical it was emotional but still cheating is cheating. I love him to death, I have always been cheated on in my relationships in the past. When we got together his last girlfriend cheated on him so I didn't think he would to me especially while pregnant.... Anyway I stayed and married him( I knew before we married) I love him so much but I don't trust him talking to any girls that aren't family..... And we want another baby we had a miscarriage in January and I was sad but I felt relieved.... I'm scared he will cheat again while I'm pregnant.... What would you do? Have another baby? Stay? Go?... I just don't know😔 is it normal to be this scared or feel some relief after a miscarriage because of this? 💔